tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59270862011-04-22T10:08:51.720+08:00`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.comBlogger5711100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-2736289770049732052009-01-14T09:33:00.003+08:002009-01-14T09:49:45.173+08:00

its ironic.i think i've decided to blog again. just cuz things go around in my head and never get out on somewhere good. that makes me go crazy.yes yes. its ironic i wasnt blogging while i was away from home for the past half a year. ho. but it doesnt matter really. does it? for whoever interested, pictures are available on facebook, or ask me for links! (:and so it's back to school, and back to

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-11393263000630671672008-02-21T00:29:00.001+08:002008-02-21T00:29:23.193+08:00

moved.ask me.---------------------------------

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oh my god. i'm on my new mac. now i shall attempt to blog more. since its more convenient now.am listening to recording of ay caramba. el cam gives me adrenaline!

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父子情深父:想到劳碌的命运半晚眼泪湿了被单想到小子 还需要人疼再怎么辛苦 也要走子:日头这么大 天气这么热爸爸你甘会嘴干拿手巾 来给你擦汗大汉我会做好子有孝你辛苦把我成父:心肝乖子 爸爸爱你子:爸爸 我嘛永远爱你-------a song in hokkien.always listened to it in the cab when i was a kid.realised that daddy bought a new cd and i was happily ripping all the teochew and hokkien songs so familiar to me, cuz they were what i grew up with.i remember sitting in my daddy's cab, so many occassions.like sharing

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-30992406295689387792007-10-29T00:32:00.000+08:002007-10-31T18:15:28.714+08:00

love /lʌv/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[luhv] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, verb, loved, lov·ing. –noun 1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. 2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. 3.sexual passion or desire. 4.a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person;

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yes. bye bye to one week of 'break'.indeed a break for me.10 days of doing nothing.consoling myself with the horrid week 7,sleeping at 5 and getting up at 2.tmr marks the beginning of week 9.n a tough sprint to the end of the sem.its crazy.heavy load lined up all the way till exam week.i hope i survive.for now, even though i din complete what i set out to complete,i'll just tell myself to start

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-75853636443277136962007-09-28T12:47:00.001+08:002007-09-28T12:49:11.875+08:00

.. sucks.i can never finish digesting all the formulas in the text!someone save me.

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and i pray there will never be a storm again.

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-70952690793482908662007-09-22T01:15:00.000+08:002007-09-22T01:49:16.991+08:00

it arrives to a point,where it is no longer what it used to be.an empty promise.on thin thread.what are we hanging on to?what more does it mean to you?to us?you have all you need now,you chose this path.you made it your priority,now its never gonna be like before.to put things where it was yesterday,it is necessary to go back to a day sometime ago.maybe a few days, maybe a few months, maybe a few

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-73928508951239680502007-09-21T01:11:00.000+08:002007-09-21T01:12:27.963+08:00

wow. i made my pictures into flash slideshow.put to prevent the page from screwing up the whole blog, i purposely posted it somewhere sometime ago. so here it is:http://justgrey.blogspot.com/2006/09/us-photos.htmlenjoy, while i update more captions so you knwo what's going on. (:

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-68082239177050892732007-09-20T13:04:00.000+08:002007-09-20T13:08:21.879+08:00

someone buy me this book.who still owes me a birthday present? (:http://www.hnabooks.com/product/show/314anyway, for ppl who need entertainment,www.angrylittlegirls.com(:ps. i found this at the canadian museum of art (i think)pps. some musuem la! that came also introduced me to nabaztag. tell u more next time (:

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-56303853635678375792007-09-19T20:11:00.000+08:002007-09-19T20:12:27.881+08:00

bp homework assignment1bp quizra quizqf302 quizqf303 quizsymphonia agmis200 waiver

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-3490623101595819812007-09-19T00:32:00.000+08:002007-09-19T00:34:45.858+08:00

i hate it when it's like what it was today.why cant everything be just simple and happy.isnt that what it is supposed to be.i wish i din do what i did to make everyone so unhappy.

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-59062920054693209232007-09-18T18:43:00.000+08:002007-09-18T18:49:27.628+08:00

everything was just the way it is..the party was great.not the most happening one in the world.but i'm glad those who came came.the best part was when everyone was singing in the kitchen.that has gotta be better than dolby surround.thank you to everybody who came!vickylim is driving me crazy in bp.as if the singlish is not bad enough,questions in the quiz are in a language just about as bad as

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-28767889669818874312007-09-06T23:52:00.000+08:002007-09-06T23:54:37.761+08:00

to make things difficult for you.to put you in an awkward position.to disagree.to do it there. ):

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as it approaches, the excitement level dips.it's not supposed to happen like this.tell me that you dont mean what you say. tell me that you dont mean what you do. this is so hilarious.at the age of 21, or at least when it comes,i look back on what i have done in my life.or rather, when things start to go bad,you think about the good things that you used to have.for every thing that happened,

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-52833124728380182242007-08-25T02:50:00.000+08:002007-08-25T03:04:15.450+08:00

was somewhere in april.vaguely remember that i was so frustrated with c++.i'm finally back home in singapore.for two weeks now.and i can proudly say nothing feels better than home.i love the convenience, the work, the friends, the love, the warmth,and more importantly, the family.being away for three months relaxing was something refreshing.for ninety days, no rushing here and there,no hectic

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-5364618924669569732007-04-18T11:50:00.001+08:002007-04-18T12:03:25.870+08:00

eeks. the exams are over! (:but i so do not feel relieved. because there is a dumb C++ workshop everyday from nine to five.its sucking my energy dry. 0:on top of that, there are assignments to hand in every morning before eight.yay.eileen, welcome to the club.u are officially a geek. a lousy one at that.happy birthday cheryl (:hope u had a pinkilicious party. happy birthday wennie! (:we had an

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-49045506935087607222007-04-18T11:50:00.000+08:002007-04-18T12:03:24.090+08:00

eeks. the exams are over! (:but i so do not feel relieved. because there is a dumb C++ workshop everyday from nine to five.its sucking my energy dry. 0:on top of that, there are assignments to hand in every morning before eight.yay.eileen, welcome to the club.u are officially a geek. a lousy one at that.happy birthday cheryl (:hope u had a pinkilicious party. happy birthday wennie! (:we had an

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-92101546988974344372007-03-20T22:18:00.000+08:002007-03-20T22:36:33.045+08:00

caught the movie with the babes on sat. it was nice.havent watched a movie in soooo long.anyhow, we enjoyed ourselves at the seventeen movie magic thingy making our scrapbooka nd taking fun photos. (:Way Back Into Love - OST Music and Lyrics I’ve been living with a shadow, over headI’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bedI’ve been lonely for so longTrapped in the past, I just can’t seem to

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-58812770818418490522007-03-20T00:18:00.000+08:002007-03-20T00:23:49.424+08:00

yayness for my sweetie.im glad he made it pass the audition! (:congratulations.anyhow, tmr probably marks the last of any other proper performance,lest i find another orchestra to play in again.its pretty symbolic.i really like the orchestra music much more than the band music,even though the parts are like so slack.thought back on what i learnt in the orch the past 3-4 years.didn't know it was

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-74915083499842135122007-03-14T01:50:00.001+08:002007-03-14T02:03:55.962+08:00

the concert's over.symphonia festiva - cn l'espressione.we came a long way, and it was a tiring journey, but after the encore yesterday i felt more relief and gratitude that i learnt so much more along this path.as much as i faced numerous obstacles,i must thank the many people who provided me with the support i needed.i realised there are more people who care, more people who are right behind

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-2880190635103500392007-03-10T00:28:00.000+08:002007-03-10T00:47:02.117+08:00

i normally detest the use of such vulgarities.but seriously, am i more than just pissed.no. like the week of nonsense has not been enough. piling workload and unfinished assignments; neverending torture on tuesdays and fridays.friday is hell.the early morning was bad.the mad rush was gross.the disappointing results was saddening.the practice was horrible.the aftermath was a huge massacre.the

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-30524479502224919062007-03-07T01:58:00.000+08:002007-03-07T02:01:03.995+08:00

in the midst of all the flurry of activities,all i need is just some support.school sucks as it is right now.more shit does not help.im tired.all i wanna do is just sleeep.n run away from here.its interesting how suddenly u become so popular overnight.the connections drawn are so weird.sigh.i think im lost.vision blurred.stuck somewhere in the midst where my priorities are not set right.or maybe

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-72771012966261413432007-02-09T00:04:00.000+08:002007-02-01T11:31:11.869+08:00

wad's in it for everybody to compete at this level?wad is it we are trying to achieve? i'm tired of all the fighting n battling, all i wnt is to get this process all over and done with. wad will the result be anyway? does it matter to me? i dun think so. all this power struggle dussen leave anyone happy. it dussen seem like it anyway. because of silly n stupid conventions, because of rigid

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-34615622738135281512007-02-01T11:27:00.000+08:002007-02-01T11:31:12.028+08:00

being sick sucks.i either take the medicine n be drowsy for the rest of the day,or i just fall into a neverending cycle of bad coughs.i'm looking forward to bangkok! (:woots. it will be exciting.the work n travel details are more or less settled.we are leaving on the 12th of may.but there are more stuff to be settled.self reminder:get idp.check out isic.plan travel route.n the best part that

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-85885961787890092902007-01-18T23:28:00.000+08:002007-01-18T23:37:25.835+08:00

i havent blogged for a thousand years!gees.what's happening to everybody?what's happening to everything?why don't you tell me what's happening? dun do silly things. there's no problem with who you are right now. you are perfect and i love you! dun worry about things that dun go right. talk to me n i'll be there for you. at least i'll try. should i just put an end to everything? what's holding me

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1166538391134317012006-12-19T22:26:00.000+08:002006-12-19T22:26:31.156+08:00

...is supposed to be jolly. not too jolly it seems.missing my baika babe for two weeks.i've got you a secret present!it's been raining elephants.i've been drenched with elephants for two days.that explains the headache and the fever now.boohoo.this holidays' madness.i;ve been sleeping at unearthly hours like 4 n 5.n waking at 3 pm or 4 pm.i feel like an owl.the only advantage i see is i'm eating

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1164823535219864892006-11-30T02:03:00.000+08:002006-11-30T02:05:35.243+08:00

i hate exams. never so much b4. oh wells. so much for investing the whole study week in finance. now there's no motivation for algebra or ie. bahs. i hate econs. i hope its as easy as the past year papers mans.sudden revelation:we are a quadruple of two dancers and two musicians.cools. we could busk in the street sometime mans.yay. there's gonna be a bbq!so exciting.sigh. i hate school. its so

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1164178158386796622006-11-22T14:40:00.000+08:002006-11-22T14:49:18.430+08:00

the service at ishop is appalling. nowhere near acceptable in my terms. i really wish i din have to go back in there one more time but sadly they forced me to make my terms there. well. im going down one more time in the evening and i make sure they dun give me anymore shit. i want my mac.studying in the sr is everything but productive. we eat, we play, we scream, we dance, and do almost

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1163068450792902182006-11-09T18:30:00.000+08:002006-11-09T18:34:10.810+08:00

week 13 has nv been so bad.monday morning: cat reportmonday aft: mpw assignmentmonday evening: mpw quiztues: linear algebra assignmentthur: ie reportthur: ie presentation (45 mins!!!!)thur finance reportthurs: finance presentationfriday: ft----at least no more lab after tmr. wooots.why dun i even feel like opening my books? i need to earn some money. moneh moneh moneh.someone offer me a job.

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1162479503426762492006-11-02T22:52:00.000+08:002006-11-02T22:58:23.460+08:00

im so devoid of all that i used to be feeling.im so tired i just wanna lay down n be asleep.cant actually imgine how i'm going to live through the next months. of course, that doesn't mean that i'm compromising on my prior commitments. i should have known better anyway.oh wells.it was such a loooong day. but we all love laughing at iris dont we.

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1160926905000188982006-10-15T23:37:00.000+08:002006-10-15T23:41:45.036+08:00

woots. (:it was so long ago tht i last updated. alright let me tell u what happened int he past 1.5 months1) life sucks cuz sch sucks. ive nv been so hardworkign for so long in a row before. mans. the amount of work piling on me. its crazy. week after week there are assignmenets to hand in, projects to be done.this and that. im going crazy.ic ant wait for this sem to be oveR! (:2) i know

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-31318701894614873062006-09-20T14:52:00.000+08:002007-09-21T01:10:44.961+08:00

I've discovered a wonderful feature of Picasa in the midst of structured finance.(he's talking about risk neutral formula)I included the pictures while travelling, left out all the other cedar point pictures. nothing really interesting on those pics anway.so here goes:****120507 Los Angeles, CA130507 Hollywood, CA140507 San Francisco, CA150507 Los Angeles, CA160507 Universal Studios, CA070607

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1157224692576390282006-09-03T03:07:00.000+08:002006-09-03T03:18:12.600+08:00

i am.because today, i did alot ofhappy things.i ate the maggi mee laksa flavor that joni got for me!i met my darling who was happy today!ive got my grade 8 results!i played with the crescent alumni band.i was at the crescent 50th anniversary gala dinner.i met mrs siah, mr loh, and the likes.i ate.i had fun with eejin, denis, jade, davis and wennie!we'll repeat it come wednesday.n so. it proves

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1156132167466169312006-08-21T11:48:00.000+08:002006-08-21T11:49:27.486+08:00

365 days make one year.it has been long.(:i'm excited.n i hope everything goes well tonight.

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1155929410539173112006-08-19T03:28:00.000+08:002006-08-19T03:30:10.566+08:00

oh man. im in love with tchaikovsky. but first. this one is hilarious. check it out with the wonderful swingle singers. aha. they are singing the 1812 overture!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rq64tR48-ZAill leave you with it. its exciting!

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1155576317213027342006-08-15T01:16:00.000+08:002006-08-15T01:25:17.253+08:00

national day was plain madness. i was at esplanade at the powerhouse waiting for wennie to play wth thomson jazz. it was scary cuz there were so many bangladesh workers n they were just swarming the place. i'm not being racist, but its just a huge number of them, and its saddening that they were making noise and all n disturbing the music. you know what, i think the ratio of these workers are

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154709567475438512006-08-05T00:36:00.000+08:002006-08-05T00:39:27.613+08:00

cuz i am tired.tired of trying.it dussen seem to work.am i the only one feeling like that?why aint i just hard hearted enough to let go of everything.or why cant i be like the character in the dramaserials.why cant i have that strong determination, the undying spirit.is it because i myself have lost it too?now i hope you know. you know how empty that feels.you know how bad it sucks to send msgs

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154673304989253352006-08-04T14:29:00.000+08:002006-08-04T14:35:05.010+08:00

.. and im stuck at home with nothing to do. so much for being lazy,i should have just gone to work. but this lazy bum, after 3 nights of sleeping at 2 and waking at 9, i couldnt take it n just wanted a wee more sleep, so i skipped work. ah. boy am i bored.these holidays are bad, they just make me stay home, do nothing, or do brainless things and rot. everything's over, no more happening / nice

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154534253847671402006-08-02T23:49:00.000+08:002006-08-02T23:57:33.876+08:00

to a particular someone that cant stop pissing me off, oh just shut ur trap and get out of my sight.it is irritating. i dun think i can withstand someone who wanna show off, cannot tolerate someone who needs to made known that he is the best and can do all n everything. i dun think i would like to show this person any form of other respect simply cuz you dun deserve any. in this time and era,

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154449491401531872006-08-02T00:12:00.000+08:002006-08-02T00:24:51.450+08:00

thank you for trying.i know what is the problem. i should stop keeping things to myself. but i dunno how to put all these feelings into words. i know you care but i dunno why i cant seem to make myself feel otherwise. why can't i learn to appreciate the strengths.its sad n happy to know that someone else knows me better. its not your fault. i don't know what's come over me. i guess it just made

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154417725870891192006-08-01T15:13:00.000+08:002006-08-01T15:35:25.906+08:00

to you who is upset. i hope we share this.Tigger's SOngThe wonderful thing about TiggersIs Tiggers are wonderful thingsTheir tops are made out of rubberTheir bottoms are made out of springsThey're bouncy, trouncy, flouncy, pouncyFun, fun, fun, fun, FUN!But the most wonderful thing about TiggersIs I'm the only oneThe wonderful thing about TiggersIs Tiggers are wonderful chapsThey're loaded with

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154411628580679222006-08-01T13:51:00.000+08:002006-08-01T13:53:48.623+08:00

sometimes, i just need some love.it is human to feel like this right. that only one party puts in the effort and the other doesnt. we just dun see it, just dun feel it.it feels horrid to be stuck in this position i am now.i want my one for one dessert.i think i should just pack my schedule from the top to the bottom again. with nothing but money grabbing opportunities.im not money face.u just dun

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154363410810621772006-08-01T00:25:00.000+08:002006-08-01T00:30:10.833+08:00

yes. n if u din know yet, go ahead. gloat over it. i screwed up my exam. gees. its not because i wasnt prepared. i knew it. all because of the damn marimba. ah well. the height of the marimba was at my hips. feel so cheated that we pay 300 over bucks just to screw up my exam in a horrible studio that has low quality stuff and no piano, just a keyboard that could easily be adjusted so i couldnt

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1154249555095336762006-07-30T16:20:00.000+08:002006-07-30T16:52:35.126+08:00

let me tell u about another silly thing.yesterday it rained so hard while i was at clementi, i thought i needed a huge umbrella to cover me n my mallets. so thus i bought this pretty pink one from giordano. except, when the 156 reached ccab, it stopped raining. so i had to carry the big umbrella around the whole day, n really, nv got to use it. ):nevertheless, yesterday was still good. after

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1153550862359399472006-07-22T14:44:00.000+08:002006-07-22T14:47:42.376+08:00

woots. the glennie concert yesterday was like super duper spiritual. its scary. mr lim said its like summoning all the spirits. gosh. damn scary. but it was exciting.a t least i din miss glennie twice in a lifetime. hahas.oh well. check out her muscles mans.. gosh. its super duper defined. hahas. n she;s got a tattoo. i dunreally like the tattoo though.ah wells. its supposed to inspire me to

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1153158125624924872006-07-18T01:27:00.000+08:002006-07-18T01:42:05.663+08:00

today's gig at singpost was so exciting! we all had wonderful crazy hair and make up and we all looked dman cool larhs!check out the twins effect. hahas. oh wells. how weird can people get? one minute they give you funny mood swings, the next a total attitude problem, and before u know it u are ignored.some just have a plain commitment problem. one moment they are on your heels, the next they

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1152985312960332132006-07-16T01:30:00.000+08:002006-07-16T01:41:52.980+08:00

oh wells. when it all gets going. yes, eileen was on hiatus running this super duper long marathon. and its time i start to change my blogskin and update everything that has died back here.it was long. so many things.njcsb alumni.strck's mozart on bars and noise redefined.'president's tea session.snyo's gadfly suite.the super many samba gigs.the masterclasses and workshops.one more to go

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1150737906027133592006-06-20T01:16:00.000+08:002006-06-20T01:25:06.140+08:00

i seldom fall sick. but when i do, i dun see the doctor, i dun take medicine. why?anyways, its not easy putting up a concert. so much details to see to. life was much better when dannel was around. dammn. but everthings going well at least. now we need to sell the tickets.strck core today was alright. still alright. at least its productive. (: its nice. we can do this girls.conflicts come n go.

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every girl wishes to have their own fairytale.cuz we all have our own fantasies.indulge me.let me live these wonderful moments.just once.i'm greedy.

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i miss vienna.those wonderful times. damn, i wish i had spent it more wisely. talk to more ppl. stop lamenting about everything that happened. and secretly wishing how it wouldhave been a thousand times better. if only..funny picture right. i rmb how i jumped into it just seconds before the photographer snapped it. and i was surprised he snapped it without asking me to get out of the way. its a

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the musical has been generally enriching in many different ways. a good opportunity to get to know people. good way to spend some time and gain some cash. a good lesson on pedalling technique. a good introduction to singing in tune. and in all. it was fun. (:what started out as draggy and messy in terms of scores and music ended up with more fun and enjoyment that i might ever imagined there

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life is filled with many beautiful things.if only we took time to appreciate and cherish them.yes. im up at this unearthly hour to tell myself that there are beautiful things worth smiling for, somewhere out there. no doubt i refused to go to bed even after much coaxing, i stayed up because i know i was upset. upset with that very simple act of distrust. i know you are concerned. but it also goes

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1147364302095677232006-05-12T00:17:00.000+08:002006-05-12T00:25:05.793+08:00

how much worse can it get?just came back from nus. i did such a silly thing. my daddy was right outside cfa waiting for me, while i dialled my dear bf's number to pick me. arhhh. bahh. now i know so many ppl love me! haha.s (: sorry darling!anyways, thats the silly part. the clumsy part comes with the story of my wonderful slippers. so i was on the heavy rainy day going for tuition. n the floor

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oh mans. i just spent the whole day doing qm homework. and i'm feeling good. haha. cuz i finished it. bahs. n the project is so screwed up! horribly confusing im going to faint and die. arghs. the results are out and HILDA! I AM VERY SURE YOU NOW OWE ME A TREAT! hahas. its crappily horrible compared to first sem. lookslike i need to work my ass off now. suddenly studying hard feels good. and i

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what a stupid irritating lady who called me and spoke a weird language. i hung up. she caled again i didn't pick up the phone. and she left me a voicemail saying im rude cuz i called her but didnt pick up the phone? like ehs? i din call anybody. and she called me back from a private number how i know what u want. siao! its like u can check my call list and i think there are only 2 numbers in the

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everyone is selfish. they all have their own ego to protect. people speak to protect themselves. its tiring to keep up.i dunno what is happening. the amount of time spent has led to such a problem is it? things have gone wrong, and i am late to realise. what now can be done to resolve the issue? or just being civil keeps it buried? i dont want it to be like that but things just seem to get worse.

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there are just sometimes when u go thru a hell week. like as if things happening are not enough, everything pops ot of nowehre at the same time, at the wrong time. bahs.in the midst of the torture, i had a horrible past week. cant rmb much. everything went in a blur. only remember having not enough sleep, waking up early to go for qm. or to work. im either in school, or a t work, or practising,

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1145840167699644682006-04-24T08:52:00.000+08:002006-04-24T08:56:07.713+08:00

exams are over. i know i am abit slow. but it was only a less than one week break. i dunno what i have been doing. busy busy. with alot of things.april is almost over. may is coming! (:so many things to look forward to.for now, i shall pay attention in class.

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by the way. i have decided that the 513rd post will be the last where i will say something random about how i feel. there's no point right. because if you are reading it. u fall into either one of the following categories.you dun understand what you are reading = u dunno me well enough? then what are you doing here? or you just dunno what's going on. then i wouldnt know too.you are sick of what

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1145120125594896872006-04-16T00:52:00.000+08:002006-04-16T00:55:25.606+08:00

things change. people change. situations change. lives change. time change.so i guess i must have undergone some of those changes too. funny thing is. how come i dun recognise myself anymore? or am i just thinking too much? am i just changing into someone i dun wanna be? i dunno what is the purpose for me doing certain things and saying certain things.i'm at a crossroad. a crossroad where every

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1144987483163706112006-04-14T12:03:00.000+08:002006-04-14T12:04:43.163+08:00

fafafafafa.i tink mummy is bringing us to northpoint. hahas.how to study fa ars?so exciitng.im looking forward to bbq, surprises, and more stuffs.(:

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woots. econs is over. comms is out. econs is just plain baddddd. ):ohwells.long weekend. celebrated wennie's birthday. we had a nice dinner at the yacht club and we ate fantastic food. woots. hahas. (: the escargot and salmon chowder was fantastic. n best part was the tiramisu. glad he liked the present! n the surprises! am glad the party went great and he was happy. nyan n mel n i were eating at

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i hate econs. i hate econs i hate econs.at least im at externalities. din do much work today. so tired.just went to wells then driving. ): driving was bad. i forgotten everything larh. bahhhh. so many things to do so little time. so much things to prepare.driving.wennie's party.wennie's birthday.str*ck.mug.last night i stayed up till like 4 odd b4 falling asleep keeping myself occupied with

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boos. i hate econs. i really do. elasticity is complicating. can i just break the rubber band. tskoh bother. its finally april. school's ending soon. so many things in april.finally went to mummy's office to print all the ppt and the past yr papers i need for mugging. (as planned) haha.s its like one big big stack. boos. then i just sit there and play spider solitaire. lol.and i finally get to

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why don't you understand how i feel? so torn apart. its been a long day. i woke up super goddamn early yesterday. just to go to mt vernon b4 embarking on a long day. lesson. then nap. then moulmein concert which we only heard 2 pieces. n then home. cant rmb what i did at home last night already.n today i rmb dragging myself outta bed at like 8 odd. tuition tuition tuition. then met yulin n reb to

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1143822691644507732006-04-01T00:21:00.014+08:002006-04-01T00:31:31.646+08:00

i had such a horrible day. infact i had like 2 horrible consecutive days. being nice dussen pay i tell you.yesterday was the concert. but we were so busy at work. so manythings to do that jip n i were there just on the dot. later than expected. n did i mention i burned a hole in my blardy skirt. dang. it was so ugly on stage. i had to hide it. not very big. but still an obvious iron print and 2

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i dunno why i feeling like that.but i am so so sotored. maybe im just tired. leave me alone. but do you know how i feel and what i think? why do we have to go through heartbreak moments.i think i need to sleep.or run away from the rest of the world.

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no not the uob lady card. but why i think i m amazing. cuz i am woman. hear me roar.what a weekend it has been. as usual saturday is like full yo day. butno lesson this week. so wennie n i went down to st margs to help jeremy with st margs and btps. long time since i last taught oh my. the lil girl is cute. lol.oh wells. we had john farrer in. n some nice dinner buffet. b4 2 more bday parties and

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Catch the Singapore National Youth Orchestra in concert coming thursday 30th March 2006 at Victoria Concert Hall.UBS WEALTH MANAGEMENT - SNYO MUSIC MENTOR PROGRAMME CONCERTGuest Conductor and Music Mentor: John FarrerProgramme:HECTOR BERLIOZ Benvenuto Cellini Overture MAURICE RAVEL Rapsodie Espagnole

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wow. lying in bed the whole day is definitely not the most happening thing to do around mans.oops. just missed a call from my mr weird guy.did i mention that there is this cat that meow nonstops next door. i have no idea whr its from. but its irking the shit out of me n spoiling my good day. someone get rid of it.dun be mistaken. eileen is a nice and friendly girl. just that. u wun be anymore if

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did i mention that i had a super bimbotic day out on monday. we went for a bimbotic manicure and ate turkish food bimbotically. n i totally spilled the whole bottle of coke in my adidas!!! ):anyway, point is: i scratched my thumb today. while locking the percussion chest.another wonderful west coast night. our favourite haunt. just feels great to be there. where it all started. where it all

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eileen has been busy thinking the past weeks.eileen was still lost two hours ago.eileen now has an inspiration.eileen has something up her sleeves.eileen is now excited.eileen knows you know this is yours.eileen loves you. (:

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its over.everything is worth rejoicing. or it seems to be.one down, two to go.comms presentation and fa report.i feel so tired. n lifeless.

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we live in a practical world. in the society, grown ups talk about money, think about money, live for money, work for money. in school, kids are taught the same culture. to talk about grades, think about grades, live for grades, study for grades.are we missing out on the other things in life?or are we just too focused on other things?life is a trap. they give you a task. n a few alternatives to

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yes. bye bye to my vibes.n so today wasnt a good day...woke up. felt unsatisfied with my sleep! for the first time int he past week i din feel no wind pass thru the window right beside me. danng! i was perspiring in bed. no not what u think it was. oh well. then set tuition cancel tuition. dearie sent me for tuition in the end. n after that to his lil cousin's 5th birthday party! so cute. hahas.

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today is the big day! yes we went dwn to woodlands library held the fair n all. not many ppl. but i ended up reprimanding small kids for stealing my balloon sticks. i had my fair share of fun. n im jealous zhixuan has the t9 now. boo boo.wallace n gromit was really brainless n funny. we've gotten this hang of renting dvds. really 1000 times cheaper than watching in the big theatre in the dark

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today is a happy day!was generally productive. just stayed home on the bed, did my notes for the csp final presentation; did abit of fa read up on audit committee and did up the template for the report; finished up the artwork for the cards. tuitioned. rehearsal-ed ravel. yawns.on top of that, it was a day full of love and no bickerings. (:n to finish up a fantastic day, we must have crystal

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bahh. i hate ltb!!! omg. everything is so last minute n i think we are nv gonna finish. boos. woke up yesterday morning after a phone call from the person producing the badges. im supposed to send it in by noon. great. but who do i send it to? sighs. which company to take? so confusing. so messy. at least i know the brochures and balloons are being printed already so no worries about that.

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bah.im sorry for no tupdating my blog,but here'ssome good news.i have decided to make a comeback.hahs.so watch for more updates.soon.

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crazy week mans!!!best news of the week:i've got my passion redefined! (:best person i met this week:mr ngoh.best thing i did this week:go down to the industrial estate with zhixuan to get quotes.best time i had this week:the 5 minutes in the bug i wish never ended.best sleep i had in this week:all the short naps i get on the bus.tuitiontuition is killing me!arghs.but im happy that at least they

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to youwhy is that no matter how hard i try, i still lose?to youwhy dun things happen the way we want it to?to youwhy dun u ever listen to what others wanna say?to youhow come the focus is lost?to youwhen will you concentrate on what is important?to youwhen will u learn about prioritising?to youhow then will u stop procrastinating?to youwhy is it that good things never last?to youwhy do i feel so

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yay.i received an email from christine!(:

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hey babe.term for the week.i havent been very nice to my blog lately.no more long posts or heart pouring sessions i realised.but its okays.i know its still a place ill turn to.dunno what im doing in school actually.everybody's so busy with midterms and all that crap.i blew mine away just last week.by slackin thru that oh-so-festive cny.n i just sneezed.i sneeze so frequently now.n im having weird

`leenosophy*\noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5927086.post-1139194228618280812006-02-06T09:33:00.000+08:002006-02-06T10:50:28.686+08:00

friends are funny ppl.just like how i think friendships are funny things.the past week,i thought about the ppl ard me.or my friends, so to speak.funny how i managed to find this special characteristic.in the few ppl im so happy to have in my life.as much as ppl have many personas they take on,as much as ppl adopt diff attitudes and behaviors when dealing with diff situations,as much as there are

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happy chinese new year.i know its abit late,but the chinese new year has been a crazy one.happy.cuz wen had dinner at my place all 3 days!and blackjacked till late.even though my work is piling,i nv seem to have time to attend to them.at least now i know im done with driving.one load off my mind.fa quiz.im almost there.requires alot more practice.i dun want a repeat of ma.even though it proved

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im so tired.i think im such a lousy fren.i know this is totally randomi have alot of things on hand.n my priorities are just wrong.i hate this cny.its making my life turn upside down.too much offdays are not good.i think im a workaholic.workaholic who needs sleep.zzZZzZzzZzZZzzz.n u.

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5 is a good number.(:it was wonderful.started out good.ended good too!so the special day went like this:lessonlunch @ prata caferehearsalberlioz-sudokubrahms-slack n sleepoff we go!dinner @ sukinot fantastic but it was fun.very exciting actually.special recipe scallops and sotong.wasting ice cream syrup.shopping for clothes!pretty white tube.geisha @ shaw towers.fantastic cinema.so pretty.love

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its funny why they even bother.i mean.i understand its a big thing.yes the fluff and the attention and all.but need be for the expenses?seriously...n its wasting so many peoples' time and effort.sighs.cant wait for it to b over.all the projects are piling up.suddenly everything just seems to appear to need to be done.from now till i duno whensuch bad timing.seriously.boos.im feeling so tired.so

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why is it like that?it always happen.becuase of different reasons.but i nv wanted an ending like this.im serious.it had been an alright day.dunno why it had to happen.whatever the case.thank you for making the sacrifice.still, things dont feel right.its not ur fault.i guess its the tension.how do i sooth it now?i dunno how to express how im feeling now.all i need now is a big hug.

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tired.shagged.entya todayfound out that u can get a tan in marina south.i think.cuz im all red n cute now.not termed by me.by chongmin n lawrence n brandon.n a snowman.termed by half the fantastic four.ie. elle n jiahui.fun. (:even though i was just sitting there trying to run away from the foreign workerhe slept in the open.scary.on the floor.boos.having a long weekend is both good n bad.but my

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its winter time.i want a woollen jacket.so i wun freeze in lido while watching broken flowers.im a happy girl today.ltb is quite fun.first rehearsal tmr.i hope i dun just go there n waste time.once more.now,im really tired.i just wanna sleep.sean: u say cant sleep marhs.pk:haha. nobodys pregnant. what u thinking?small: see u sat i guess. lol. (;

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samba is fun! (:yay yays.love it.thurs cant go for samba. ):long day.wish everyone ard me was happier.ahlam's coming back soon.im looking forward.hurry hurry.i wanna go jacuzzi!just fnisihed my class participation memo for ltb.so as u can see i am so random now.cuz that was the structure of my memo.boo boo.a week into the new year.i kinda miss my 2005.it was much happier, relaxed, and fruitful.oh

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early morning.wet floors.cold winds.busy day.serenade me with your song.

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Can't Smile Without YouYou know I can't smile without youI can't smile without youI can't laugh and I can't singI'm finding it hard to do anythingyou see I feel sad when you're sadI feel glad when you're gladif you only knew what I'm going throughI just can't smile without youyou came along just like a songand brighten my daywho would of believed that you where part of a dreamnow it all seems

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one week of school.one week of mess.fourteen more weeks to go.4 modules was not a mistake.the mistake was making decisions that i now regret.why did i say yes?how to say no now?its easy to advise,its so easy to shoot down.but its so difficult when it comes down to action.because so many other things are involved.seriously.as much as i dun like it the way it is now,there are other factors i

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(:pictures from long overduechristmas drive thrunew year countdwn.sch's started.feel abit lost.thk god i've got u. 

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DAYONE.day one of school.yes im in econs class.i broke my new year resolution.on the 2nd day of school.not very true actually.im still paying attention.trying to at least.(:

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